There is no right to live in America. If one’s existence isn’t exploitable to someone else through labour, we believe they should die. I’ve watched the elderly senile thrown into the general psych population at the VA, and thrown on general psychiatric medications that are a death sentence. It sucked watching the VA kill a Korean War veteran while I was in-patient because he got lost jogging one morning and embarrassed his Veteran’s Home. He started off jogging every day in the locked down psychiatric unit. In the end, he was just slumped over from the meds. Only his dead body left the ward. I hope his spirit haunts the sociopathic doctors who killed him, but it doesn’t. They don’t care and there is no such things as ghosts. Sorry, Karl. I tried to save you. They almost killed me, too.
I’m watching my child’s mom unable to make it out of the ghetto and I know her days are numbered too, despite being only 47. She is extremely disabled and unable to find an employer due to her physical disabilities being a huge productivity barrier. She is not able to get Medicaid unless our child has Medicaid and I’m just sick of the inhumanity. It’s put her in a situation to where her life is on the line unless she goes after full custody AND I can’t find a job with reasonably affordable health care coverage. I just got a job today with reasonably affordable health care coverage and must legally thus put him on my plan. She is extremely disabled with pre-existing conditions due to an accident when she was 8 yo. She’s going to lose pretty much all government support she has, and I don’t have any money to give with college loans to pay back and such.
She has a college debt of $80k herself at this point due to interest and her inability to work. (“Just go to college,” my generation was told. “If you can’t make it, then you should go to college.” Two words: ‘Indentured Servitude.’) I’m angry that my country appears to want the disabled to die unless they are a single parent of a child. College is mostly a banking scheme. Food stamps are now for the employed, which means we downright admit employers shouldn’t have to pay a living wage. It’s just bizarre. American society makes almost no sense. ‘Whiskey Tango Foxtrot?’ It’s not just for Iraq. Life consumes itself until there is nothing left. It biological entropy.
The federal reserve system works by loaning out money by backing the value of that money by demanding more money back than it loaned out, printed, or ever put into the economy, in the first place. Think about it. That mathematically makes no sense which is one of the reasons America is Trillions in debt with never-ending inflation. Most people have to be in debt. It just makes it easier to kill off the excess population if it can just let our citizens die with economic passive aggression. We don’t need any secret society to run this shit. Screw the stoner legends on the Illuminati and other shadows of red eyed, high on, folklore. They probably should put down the bong before it is too late. However, our complete disregard for human life is evil, and we don’t need any mysterious boogeyman. People are evil at their root. We don’t care about our fellow citizens, and the fact we think we should only care about our neighbours is a pretty big clue as to our secret disregard for anyone. We don’t care about anyone but our own ability to exploit each other.
It’s not just my ex. We all must know many people who can’t make it and we know it isn’t really in their control. We blame them though, because it makes it easier to pig out. They are screwed and we’re mostly scared we’ll be next if we speak up. I am. I’m pretty self-centred. I’m pretty sure that in the end, it does boil down to super enlightened egoism for the vast majority of people. It’s just absurd. Life is just god damn absurd. There are too many people, so Karl the Korean War veteran had to die, and I see him in my ex-wife’s fate. No wonder the VA tried to scare me the way that it did. They took me to court to force a drug on me that made me think shadowy forces were out to get me. They didn’t even wait until court until they started forcing it on me. I thought they were invading my house and threatening my child’s life. I’m lucky to be off of it. I probably should be scared, but I’m not. I currently believe in freedom of speech, or more truthfully, that nobody cares what I have to say or reads anything I write.